I know that this is a wierd question to ask strangers, but I need some help right away… I am going crazy over the same questions every day.
What do I want to be? And what do I want to do with my life?
I can see myself doing a lot of things, but non of them for years, if you know what I mean. I can’t find something that matches my interests and that I won’t grow tired of. My mom says that teens today expect waaay too much of the world than what we’re gonna get. And I kind of agree a little, but I know that my future is what I make it into and I refuse to get stuck somewhere I hate!
To me it seems like all my friends already have their futures planned out (as much as you can plan) As for me, the only thing I have planned out is what my future husband will look like and where we’ll live and not even that is possible to plan! I have nothing! *sob sob tear* I don’t have any idea and life isn’t that long, right? I don’t even know my interests! That kinda sounds weird, but I’m serious. I know what I like right now, but I change interests and opinions like twice in two weeks…
Stuff I know that I like and something about me…
- Drawing (just the days when I’m good at it… Yes, it changes like that^^)
- Reading (used to read a lot before…)
- Writing (Used to be what I lived for, now it’s more like sudden inspiration that needs to be made into a story, so yes, just sometimes. And I have a special need to tell people’s stories lol + I have a weird facination of time…)
- I’m a curious person.
- I’m a perfectionist (Organizing makes me happy lol^^ Kinda ironic since I tend to leave my stuff all around the house)
The problem is that there is over 1 million jobs to choose from, but I don’t know about all of them, so I don’t know what is out there! I want something with my own office…maybe? So in the bottom line:
I don’t need to know exactly what I want to be, but I need to know what kind of direction I want to go…